I wonder...

Sometimes while I'm driving or sitting down in front of the tv, I always wonder what it takes to be a good husband and a good father... What kind of quality a wife and the children look for from her husband and their father?

Sometimes when I'm alone with my kids, seeing them grow day by day it really makes you think twice that "Hey, you are a father already... They are your children... Don't act like a kid anymore..."

Wow, what kind of thought is that??? When I think deeper, sometimes I do agree that I'm not doing my part as a husband to my wife and a father to my daughters. Why am I having these feelings??? Why am I behaving in these kind of behaviour???

Is it the Great One up there trying to send any messages to me??? I wonder.........

When I'm away from home, I'm surely will miss my family. But when I'm at home, even though I know how much I miss them and how much I love them, all I can do is look at them and deep in my heart I just pray to the Great One above there to protect them from all those kind of bad things. Just let me be the one who take up all the punishment from above if they have make any mistake...

Apart from that, I always wonder how tired is my wife juggling between the family and her job. Sometimes I do thought of if I were in her shoes, I will surely 'koyaked' wan... No joke!!! Serious......... Have to layan her husband, have to layan the small lil princess and have to concentrate on her work... Is she made of steel I wonder.........

No matter what also, I always be thankful to the Great One up there for blessing me with such a lovely wife and 2 lil lovely princess.........