I'm lost!!! Just don't know what to do. I hate this kind of situations where you were not given any choices to choose from. Don't you agree with me??? Felt like being tide at both of my hand, leaving me starving, begging for help. Why mankind must go through this sort of test? Why can't things be more simpler??? Why must we not being allowed to choose??? WHY???

Have you ever be in this situation where you were facing a problem, a BIG one, and there is nothing you can do about it!!! Time is running out fast, and you need some kinda solutions, but where ever you turn to - nothing is there for you!!! Absolutely nothing!!! Can you feel it how hard and pain it can be???

The only thing that I can do now is pray, asking for forgiveness, hoping for miracles to happen. I hope that my prayers will be answer soon, as soon as possible! Please, bear with me. I'm losing my ground. I know its a hard time to go through, but please bear with me my loved ones...